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Nightmares last night. I was researching the civil action lawsuits that over 17,000 brought against the drug companies that invented America’s new class of wonder drug: benzodiazepines. The lawsuit dragged for 3 years and then fizzled. Who has the money to fight drug companies. Surely not the people that are crippled, sometimes for life, by this class of drugs.

In an article I read, one of the plaintiff’s stated that a drug rep laughed at him in one of the back rooms during a meeting. “You didn’t really think you’d win, did you?”

So, today, I’m scared. I’m going to back off on the research and find the power for resurrection. I’m going to pull in love and strength and inspiration. I will make an altar. It’s not rage I need on my side, it’s spirit. Pure resurrection.